I feel stupid, lonely, betrayed, killed, dead and useless. If I died, I genuanly believe that no one, would even take of breath of sadness for my disgusting worthless body. Alone, isolated.. far from those I love, my feelings are unrequited. Let the demon's take me. I would rather feel evil than the pain my heart is going through now.
神様、これを通じて、私が住んでいることはありません。私はもう痛みに住んでいるこ